... Have I really been so busy as to forget what has been going on? I knew that I had previously gotten unorganised, but this... This is absolutely ridiculous. Without any good reason, I've neglected this as well as the things and people whom are most important.

Sayuki, I hope you've been well and that you're not too angry with me for being a ghost.
And... Keisuke-san... I cannot extend enough of my apologies for not being around for you more. Of course, you're a big boy and can take care of yourself just fine.

I suppose I had better get down to the important things.

Oh...my...
I have lost the ability to speak properly.
(I kissed a boy.)
Not only that, I've lost the ability the think as well.
(I kissed a boy that I like.)

Sayuki-chan...we have a lot to talk about.
We should have our sleep over, okay?
We have a lot to talk about...
(And...and...I think I need your help.)

Hm...
I believe I don't have any words to share or anything to share with anyone else.
I'm getting a little envious, it seems.

Sayuki-chan, when you get a chance, we should have that slumber party.
I could really use your influence in my life.

Or Keisuke-san, if you were free, it'd be nice if we could go do something.

Maybe it's just me.

Everyone's talking about this cruise.
Even my parents.

I suppose it's a good enough reason to go.

Sayuki-chan, are you going too?

I've really got to stop doing this.
I keep picking up and going somewhere without saying anything to Sayuki-chan and Keisuke-san...oh, and Fujiwara-san as well.

I could have sworn I saw Shingo-san here. I guess that's a good thing. After all, he and Sayuki-chan go back quite a bit.

Argh.
I've been a little annoyed lately.

And you know...?
I think I really miss Iketani-kun.
I wonder what he's doing right about now.

Then again, it's not like he'd really care. He's probably still heart broken over what I did.

It has been quite a while, hasn't it?
Without much of a word to anyone, I allowed my parents to shuffle me off to America for studying. The world over there is so much different. I was surprised at how straight forward everyone was over there.

Sayuki-chan, I think that is a place that you would fit in very well at. Not to mention, I'm sure you could find a ton of American boys to date.
And speaking of dates, have you had any more with Takahashi Keisuke-san? You should inform me, so we can discuss them and such.

Other than that, I believe I am glad to be back home.
Now...I just need to find something to do with my time.
I guess it's best to enroll in that auto class.

I keep trying to postpone my trip.
So far, I've managed to talk the family down to three weeks approximately. Maybe two and a half.
Sounds like so many interesting things have been going on. How did I manage to miss everything? Have I really been locked into my studying and stuff?

And there's...there's still that...
...But...

Oooh. I don't know what I'm going on about.

( Private//Unhackable )

I am...really uncertain about all of this.

I should be practising and I am not.
I should be studying and I am not doing that either.

Instead, I am feeling as though I must quickly shove me off somewhere to maintain my sanity.
Plans keep falling through and somehow, I know that I am partially to blame.

I hope this race can get taken care of before I have to go.

My family has decided that to explore my opportunities, I should make a visit to America. I am not entirely sure how long they wish for me to stay, but I hope I won't be gone too long.

And...I really need to spend some time with Sayuki-chan before I go.

I'm out of town for a few days and realize that I wanted to come home more than anything. Vacations really aren't as exciting as everyone thinks.
I might not have been able to enjoy it on account that I'm having racing anxiety.

Sayuki-chan, now that I'm back, we should practice, right? Wait. I'll practice. I need it.

I guess I'm going to Saitama tonight.
If you need me, call my cell.

I'm getting anxious about the upcoming race against Keisuke-san.

( Private )

I believe I am looking forward to it.